aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.......

are people entitled to only good times?
are u given a pat on the back only when u do well?
U know, say the right thing, do the right thing...
and frowned upon when u go through tough batches?
"hey, u aren't suppose to say that", "how can u feel that way?"
I'm real. Look, i'm not perfect
SO stop demanding of me!
I want to give my best, boy, God knows how much

I'm fed up.
Fed up of having to feel that I am always wrong whenever things crop up.
Am I that lousy? No, seriously. Tell me.

i want to fly away. Please l.m.a.

yet when i can't do it, i pray the grace of God carries me through